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bummed

03:35am 07/03/2007

mood:

depressed

I hardly ever post in here. Don't know if anybody who's on my friends list will actually read it, but, whatever.

Don't know why, but I've been really bummed lately. I think maybe it's because I've lived in this town almost a year now, and I don't really know anybody outside of work. That means zero dates as well. That means no sex either.

There is a girl I like at work, but, she has a boyfriend, she's only 20, which she might think I'm too old, and there is a strict "no dipping the pen in the company ink" policy at work.

I need a drink.

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First Date
		09:41pm 07/03/2006
	Well, I did meet the girl from yesterday's post, and we had a great "first date". Seems a shame that we won't get the chance to get to know each other better, since I'm moving away. That's the story of my life tho. Would love to post more details about our first date, but i'll save that for another post. It' is definitely one that I will never forget.
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Made a friend.
		10:41pm 06/03/2006
	Met a girl on LJ tonight. She's very cool, and actually lives near me. Well the city I'm about to leave anyway. Too bad we couldn't have met sooner. We may even meet in person tomorrow. That's the plan anyway. I will post more after I meet her. (Looking forward to meeting you Rebecca!!)
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frustrated
		07:16pm 16/11/2005
	by the way, I am supposed to be getting a visit from a girl I knew in another city this week end. She is 21, a-cup, into yoga, and a little freaky. We never fooled around, because we worked for the same company, but there was a definite mutual attraction. So anyway, things have changed, and there's no problem with us hooking up now. So, she's supposed to visit. Up until this week, we were texting each other every couple of days, and then last week she actually calls and tells me that she's looking forward to it and might even want to move to where I live. I couldn't talk, because I was still at work, but ever since then, she's giving me the silent treatment. She won't return my text messages, and doesn't return my phone calls either. I have no idea at this point, if she's coming now or not. It pisses me off too. What the fuck is with that?
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horny
		07:04pm 16/11/2005
	I me an amazing girl on IRC tonight. Very kinky. Small breasted, incredibly bi, and very open minded. My kinda girl. I never meet girls like that anywhere near where I live, so I still end up masturbating. Damn.
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back home
		09:59pm 24/08/2005
	I am home again. Didn't get lucky while I was away, but I tried. Last night out of town, I ran into a girl I used to know who is now a topless dancer. She told me to come see her dance that night. I considered it, because she does have a nice body, and I thought I might get lucky, but I didn't. Another girl I used to know was going to come see me, who has an even better body, and is a whole lot cleaner, if you know what I mean. So, I opted to try to get girl 2 to go have drinks with me, hoping to get her to come back to my hotel room. No luck. Should've fucked the coked up titty dancer.
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Im horny
		02:36pm 23/08/2005
	Here I am, sitting in a Hotel Room, naked and horny. And alone. I am in a city I don't live in, but do know people in, so I am half way tempted to try things I wouldn't normally try. Staring at a picture that is making things even worse. Absolutely not work safe, by any means, not that anyone actually reads this journal, but don't say I didn't warn you. http://img18.imagevenue.com/img.php?loc=loc261&image=f19_UFBA130.jpg It is a thing of beauty I tell you. I found that on a great sight of amateur photos. it's at http://forums.shooshtime.com/showthread.php?t=19837&page=1&pp=40 Again, not work safe. Hours and hours of fun and enjoyment. Still racing.
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Hello, it's been awhile

10:29pm 26/05/2005

mood:

sick

I don't know if anybody will read this, but I figured - - what the hell.

I haven't posted in a long, long time. Honestly don't know why I'm doing it now.

soooo . . . what's new, you may be thinking?

Well, since my last post, I moved to Austin. I like it here, I really do, but I don't really know anybody outside of work. Nobody. And since it is forbidden for me to "dip my pen in the company ink well", no matter what kind of masterpiece i am capable of writing :), that means my love life is non-existent as well. Nada. Zilch. There are priests out there with more active love lives than me.

Not that I'm a whiner. I am a man, and an orgasm from punching the clown is still an orgasm, so at least I still have that going on.

I find my tastes in women changing a little over time. I have always liked petite women. Small frame, small breasts. But now, I find myself being attracted to petite women of other races. Not that I have ever been a racist, but I never used to find myself specifically attracted to other races. Now I REALLY want to hook up with a nice petite black girl, or Latina, or Phillipina, and the all time favorite, Asians. I had dinner at a restaurant and saw a beautiful asian girl come in with her boyfriend. I couldn't take my eyes off her. I think I need a girlfriend.

My next door neighbor nocked on my door at 1 am the other night. She doesn't qualify as hot, but definitely do-able. My first thought was that maybe my tv was too loud, but she just wanted to get to know me, and invite me over for drinks. She may have been rolling, I don't know, but I probably could have got laid that night, but I was sick, and had to be at work at 8:30 the next morning. Timing. Maybe she will nock again, or maybe I will nock on her door when I am over this shit. Who knows.

In other news, I feel like shit right now. I have been sick for what seems like forever. I did finally go to the doctor today. He gave me some antibiotics, so hopefully that will help.

So, anyway. If anybody reads this and feels like dropping a line, just let me know.

The racer.

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